saddest day of my life
today I found out that we lost the baby. I went in as I was bleeding a little and they did an ultrasound and we saw no heartbeat. I cant believe how low I feel right now when it was something they I have never met or felt, just knew that it was no larger than a grape at this point.
I am so devastated. I dont know how I can make it through knowing that something inside of me is there no more.
Thank god for the children that I already have as they keep me busy so I dont have to think about it all the time. I just cant believe this happened to me. What did I do? Did I take for granted that I had two successful pregnancies already? I dont know. I wish I knew why God would bless me with such a wonderful gift and then take it away. Oddly, this baby was not planned and at first we were scared terribly and I just came to terms that this was meant to be. So sad........
So sorry
I am so sorry to hear what you are going through. I had a misscarriage earlier this year and it was devastating. There are no words to make it better, just know that there are others praying for you and for your family. My baby would have been #3 and was unplanned, but I was so in love with the suprise that God had given me, that it was utterly heartbreaking. Please let me know if you just need to talk. I am here. You can PM me and I will send you my phone number.
I will keep you in my thoughts.
Amy D.
The Jewelry Lady!
I am so sorry.....
I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family during this diffecult time.
I'm so sorry...
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I know what you are going through and yes, it is very difficult, but you will get through it and...there is no need to blame yourself. Enjoy and be thankful for what you have and know that time and prayers will help heal your wounds.
Lisa
I'm sorry :(
I am so sorry for your loss. Please don't blame yourself or feel that it is punishment in any way. It is very difficult, but time will help ease your pain.
Sadly, losing a baby early in pregnancy is more common than most people realize, and I'm sure you have many shoulders to cry on and many ears to listen, from many moms right here who have been in your shoes.
We also lost a baby 2 years ago. It is very tough, so be sure to take time to process your thoughts and emotions, and make sure you allow yourself and your family time to grieve.
Jessica
~ Mommy to Luke and Shawn
So Sorry.
I am so sorry for your lost. I too lost a child (later in my preg). So late they could tell me the sex of my child. It was hard due to I did try for that child. I felt awful thinking I didn't take care of myself right. I didn't watch how I move, work too hard, something. I thought it was my fault. So did my now ex-husband. So please don't blame yourself. Things happen and we just don't know why. You are in my prayers as your healing starts.
Joni Lochtefeld
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I am so sorry.
I too have suffered through the same loss. You can definitely see you are not alone. Miscarriages are so common, and nothing to blame yourself for. Only time will help to ease the pain. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
I feel for you
I too lost a baby ...my first.My husband and I were so excited!I was a cancer survivor and almost lost the ability to conceive.I was past my first trimester and was just going in for a routine u/s when they realized the baby had just died.I was devasted to say the least.I truly know what you are feeling.I was so afraid to even try again.I went to the baby's room and cried on the floor for days.I didn't think I'd ever heal but somehow with the help of loved ones I made it through.Lean on your family and friends.Don't isolate yourself and remember that your other children need their mommy.It will be alright!
I'm so sorry
I am so sorry for your loss. My daughter was stillborn on January 15th. I understand your heartache. She was my 5th with four successfull pregnancies before. Please know it wasn't your fault. There was nothing you could do. I promise your heart will start to heal. The raw pain will go away. It get's easier and you will make peace with your loss. I'll pray for you and let me know if you need to talk.
Sarah